Saturday, September 16, 2006

Time for a Update!!

Well a new season has begun and the busy season of fall begins. Through the summer between the lake and spending time with my grandmother who was diagnosed with a aggressive form of Kidney Cancer. Life was like a rollercoaster. I spent about four weeks in Toronto. Some in July and some in August, July being the better month. On the 5 of September my grandmother who loved life, who was my of course my grandmother, my mom and my friend passed. Now just days later I find myself ready to let others know. I had some very close friends call and make sure I was doing okay, on in particular who was calling at least twice a day to make sure I did not crawl into a big hole, hide myself from the world and just talked to me. She ia one who had known me for a very long time and knew just what to say. My other friends were awesome to. The first week was the hardest as I had to come to terms with the fact that there would be no funeral, and try to find a way to have closure. I'm not sure that I will be able to do this but I will find it someway I guess in my own time. I found peace in knowing that she lived a good life for the past twenty years in her retirement, travelling, visiting those who meant the world to her and just enjoying life as she always did, she also got to live until she was eighty-eight years old. She did not spend months on end being sick although she did suffer for the last month of her life. So I have now turn my last few days into work work work. I have been canning, cleaning and closing things down at the lake. In between the children going to school every second day for the month of September, and come the end of September they will be going full time. That is about all of my update for now. I know I will also be quite busy for the month of October as well as I have a friend coming to see her grand-daughter, another friend coming for surgery, I myself will be going for a small procedure as well and my mother will be coming for a couple of days. So yes life will be busy, and it is a good thing. I also have my old foster son living with us again as he is in transition, once again but he is not a real problem. He actually is a joy to have. So that give you my life in a little bit of a nutshell untill I am prompted to journal again. I would like to do this more a regular basis if time ever allows me to spend more time on the computer but we will see. So to all who take a peek...... Have great fall season!!!

Time for a Update!!