Tuesday, October 05, 2004

FROSTED FLAKES

I HAVE NOT BLOGGED IN SEVERAL DAYS AND IM REALLY NOT GETTING MUCH DONE TODAY SO I THOUGHT I WOULD BLOG THEN MAYBE GET ANOTHER DENT INTO THE DAY. THE BOYS WERE AROUND WATCHING THERE FAVORITE VIDEO AS WE HAVE NO T.V. AT THE MOMENT AND THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN I HEAR NOTHING AND THINK HMMMMMM THIS IS NOT GOOD WHAT ARE THEY DOING. THEY DID HAVE BREAKFAST BUT I FIND THEM IN THERE BEDROOM WITH FROSTED FLAKES ALL OVER. THEY ARE REAL BOYS/REAL TWO YEAR OLDS. THEY ARE MUCH FUN BUT IT SEEMS TO ME RAISING ONE WAS MUCH EASIER. SOME DAYS IT IS ALMOST SCAREY/HAIR RAISING AND ON THE BRINK OF INSANITY. I KEEP THINKING THIS HAS BEEN A CHOICE ONE I KNOW ONE DAY I WILL BE GLAD I MADE BUT AT THIS STAGE OF THE GAME I REALLY DO HAVE MY DAYS. IN THE MIDST OF IT ALL I HAVE ALSO FELT GOD SPEAKING TO ME AND IT HAS BEEN GOOD, SOME OF IT A LITTLE STRESSING BUT MY JOB IS TO PRAY PRAY PRAY AND ACK ON THE THINGS HE REQUESTS OF ME. THIS NEXT SEASON WILL BE ONE UPON WHICH I FEEL IT WILL REALLY BE BETWEEN THE INDIVIDUAL AND WHAT WILL YOU DO. WILL YOU DO WHAT IS REQUIRED OF YOU OR WILL YOU SLUFF IT OFF BY THE WAY SIDE/RUN AWAY AND HIDE/BE A JONAH!!! WHAT I HAVE LEARNED OVER THE YEARS IT IS ALWAYS EASIER WHEN YOU DO WHAT IS REQUIRED AS LIFE SEEMS MUCH SIMPLER THEN. I ALSO DO NOT LIKE THE IDEA OF WALKING IN THE WILDERNESS FOR FORTY YEARS EITHER. ALWAYS KEEPING IN MIND MY/OUR GOD IS A GOOD GOD!!!! WELL MY LITTLE VARMENTS ARE OUT AND ABOUT AND MOM, MOM, MOMMMMMMMYYYYYY!!!!! SO I GUESS IT IS MY CUE TO CARE FOR THEM. UNTIL NEXT TIME......