Thursday, August 26, 2004

SAYING GOODBYE!!!

YESTERDAY WAS A RATHER DIFFICULT DAY AS I HAD TO SAY GOODBYE TO CHILDREN I HAVE BABYSAT SIT THEY WERE THREE MONTHS OLD. IT WAS EXTREMELY DIFFICULT AS I WILL NOT SEE THEM ANYMORE ON A DAY TO DAY BASIS. I BEGAN GRIEVING THE DAY BEFORE AS IT HIT ME LIKE A TONNE OF BRICKS, I WOULD NO LONGER SEE THEM EVERY DAY HERE ABOUT THERE EVENINGS WITH THERE PARENTS, THE NEW GAMES THEY PLAYED ETC. IT WAS ACTUALLY KIND OF FUNNY AS THERE MOM AVOIDED ME AS SHE KNEW I WOULD BE VERY EMOTIONAL. THE FOUR YEAR OLD KEEPS TELLING HIS MOM HE WILL GO TO SCHOOL AND THEN BE COMING BACK TO AUNTIES HOUSE. IT WILL BE INTERESTING TO SEE HOW HE MAKES OUT WHEN THEY GET BACK FROM THERE HOLIDAYS. THE EIGHT YEAR OLD CRIED WITH ME AS WELL.
SO TODAY I AM ASKING GOD WHAT HE IS SAYING TO ME AS I AM HEARING HIM AGAIN IN THIS SITUATION, HAVING TO LET GO AGAIN. AAHHH!!! SO IT WILL BE INTERESTING TO SEE/HEAR THE REVELATION I WILL GET FROM GOD AS THIS PROCESS CONTINUES.

1 Comments:

At 5:18 PM, Blogger Erica said...

Can I see your new house when you "let go" of the old one? Part of letting go is embracing a NEW beginning.....yes????

 

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